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Here comes part 2 from Difficult love

Enjoy it!^0^

Yohio´s POV

(lookes like on the pic)

We were sitting in a restaurant eating, these weeks after Melodifestivalen have been insane. Many interviews, making new music, tv shows....you name it. Im eating some of my food and lookes on Tommy while he is talking, "So when the album is finished we should have a tour" he says eating. I look on him nodding as i eat "That sounds great" i say, he nodds "I think many people will come, i mean. You have taken sweden with storm" he smiles. I smile a bit eating "Yeah" i say and finish eating. After a while everyone have eat up their food, "Lets get back to the studio" Tommy says and stands up and we all leave the restaurant. It´s a sunny day outside, spring is finally comming. Tommy walks talking with Marcus and Fredrik is running up to me and smiles "You look tired?" he says. I look at him "Huh? Nah, it´s nothing" i say. He lookes on me "You sure?" he asks and i nodd as a anwser. "alright" he smiles and we keep on walking. We keep on walking and then some media arrives and want to talk, lucky daddy stands infront of me and talks to them. As they talk i look up at Fredrik "uhm, can you come? I wanna tell you something" i say looking at him. He lookes on me but nodds and follows, we walk to a alley and i look at him. "Fredrik i..." i say and bites my lip. He lookes at me "What is it? Something happen?" he asks tilting his head to the side. I shake my head "No im fine, it´s just...." i say trying to find the right words. He lookes at me confused as i stand there trying to talk when Tommy finally calls "Guys, are you comming?" i look at Fredrik and runs back to Tommy. 

I sit in the studio and sighs ´why could i not have just told him what i think?´ i think to myself and hit my head against the table. Im alone in the room and suddenly the door goes open and Fredrik walk inside. His beautiful brown hair hanging down to his shoulder, his cute blue eyes...everything. Fredrik is all beautiful. He sits down beside me "How does it go?" he smiles. I look at him "Well, it´s going good" I say looking at him. He nodds "That´s great" he smiles, and i nodd. ´Maybe it´s my chance now?´ i think biting my lip, "Fredrik, you know that thing that i was going to tell some days ago?" i say looking up at him. He lookes at me nodding "Yeah, i have been thinking about it. What was it?" he asks. I look at him "I just wanna tell you that..." i say biting my lip. "That you what?" he asks with a cute smile and a tiny laugh. "I...i love you" i say and kiss him. As i kiss him the door suddenly goes open "And here is the studio where we...." Tommy says and goes quiet. Behind him are the camera men from channel 4. Fredrik pushes me away cleaning his mouth with his hands "What the fuck?" he says looking at me shocked. I look at him then on the others "Can we ask you something?" the reporter asks walking to me. I get up and runs out from the room, how could i be so stupid? 

That was part 2 of Difficult Love

Hope you liked it^^

//Sakura

Hello!^^

Here comes the new fanfic, this time it will be yaoi^^ Yohio x Fredrik :)

Hope you all enjoy it :D

Yohio´s POV

Im sitting in the makeup room getting ready to go up on stage. This is my first time in Melodifestivalen and im gonna play my song Heartbreak Hotel. "This will go great" dad says and pats my shoulder. "You think so? Im so nervous" i say and sighs. He smile "It will go great" he says and i nodd slowely, then Fredrik and Marcus walks inside the room "Ready?" they smiles. I stand up nodding "Lets do this" i smiles and follows them, i walk up on stage and dad sits in the room with some other managers. I get ready and the audiece clapps their hands. "Melodi number 8, Heartbreak Hotel. YOHIO" a male voice says and it goes quiet. The song starts playing and i start to sing, i walk around on stage as i sing and lookes on Fredrik sometimes. When i look at him i start to blush, i then continue to sing ´i cant blush now´ i think to myself and continues to sing. I have been in love with Fredrik for a while now since we started to meet. But he does not know i love him, he does not know i like boys. Would he stop meeting me if i told him i love him? "Heartbreak Hotel!" i sing and put my hand in the air and the audience clapps their hands and some screams. "Thank you!" i smile and walk off the stage and walk to green room. I sit down and drink some water "Hey, you did great" some other artists smiles looking at me. "Thank you" i smile. After a while when they have counted the votes, everyone sits quiet waiting to hear which people that will go to the 2nd chance and directly to the final. "And the person who go directly to the final is......" they say and everyone listens. "Song number 8, YOHIO with Heartbreak Hotel!" they smile and i raise my hands in the air "YES!" i smile and hugs Fredrik and Marcus. After we have sang the song again the program is over and everyone fixes with their stuff and media takes pics of me with some flowers. After many interviews we can finally go to the party, not beacuse i am a party person but i have to be there for a while then i can go home. I change into some other clothes and we walk to the buss to get to the party, as we drive there i lay on Marcus legs singing. "Heartbreak Hotel!" i sing and laughs. Marcus laughs and throws some chips into my mouth "Quiet, we have heard it many times already!" he laughs. I laughs as i eat the chips and then get up, i drink some soda and lookes on Fredrik. He plays with his phone and i smile "So cute" i smile to myself.

We arrive at the party and walk inside, many people are talking and dancing. As we walk inside a guard stop me "Wait are you Yohio?" he asks. "Yes?" i say. "You were 17?" he asks. I nodd and sighs "Dont worry, i wont drink. I dont like alcohole anyway" i say. He nodds "We keep a eye on you" he says. "Yeah yeah" i sighs and Fredrik suddenly hugs me from behind. "Dont worry, we take care of this kiddo" he laughs and picks me up. "What are you doing? Let me go!" i laughs and struggles as he wals away with me. The pary goes on and im dancing having fun with my friends, i watch Fredrik as he dance around with some girls and kisses their cheek. I sighs and walks outside, i lean against the wall and sighs. I can hear the loud music from inside and i look up "how should i tell him?" i sighs. Dad walks out to smoke and lookes at me "Why are you out here?" he asks smoking looking at me. I look on him and sighs, he lookes at me "Is it Fredrik?" he asks. I nodd "How should i tell him?" i say. He smokes and lookes up "Well..." he says and walks to me patting my shoulder. "When i was in your age or older when i fall in love with your mom. I just waited until the time was right and then i told her" he says. I look at him "The trick is to not be too fast" he smiles. I nodd "but this is different" i mumbles. He nodds "I know but...he will understand" he smiles. "You think so?" i aks looking at him. He nodds smiling and ruffles my hair. I smile and laughs a bit, later i lay on my bed in my apartment and sighs. "When the time is right, huh?" i say to myself and lookes on the wall before i fall asleep. 

So this was the first part of Difficult Love 

I hope you enjoyed it^^

//Sakura

Konnichiwa!

Here comes part 7 from Wishing Star and it´s the last part^^

Hope you like it :)

Yohio´s POV

We are sitting on the sofa in my apartment, the walls are white and one wall hangs a black mirror. The sofa is black and has some pillows and blankets on it. I hold my tea cup looking on her "Again, thank you so much for helping me" i smiles looking at her. She smiles shaking her head "I couldn´t just have been standing there wanting to forget it, i had to do something" she says looking on me. I smile a bit and blushes, "but still....you saved my life" i say looking on her shyly. She giggles a bit kissing my cheek "You are so cute" she smiles. I smile looking at her drinking my tea, we talk for some hours and then she walks home. I look at the door as she leaves and sighs "Why did i not say it?" i sighs and bangs my head against the wall. I fixes myself and lays down on the bed "I love her..." i whispers to myself trying to fall asleep.

Elly´s POV

I walk around in town, it has now gone a month. ´I hope he is doing okay´ i think to myself as i walk. All i want is Yohio to be okay. I walk around in the park, it´s quiet outside and not much people are outside walking. I then hear some footsteps behind me. I turn around but cant see anyone,  shrug and continues to walk. Then the footsteps comes closer and closer. ´what the....´ i think and turns around and sees Yohio standing there. "oh...hi" i smiles.

He lookes at me and bites his lip "Elly...." he quietly says. "It has gone a month now since you helped me, and i have been thinking about you. Every minute, every hour....every day since that day" he says looking at me. "Me?" i asks a bit shy starting to blush. He nodds "Yes, and i cant stop. You are the most amazingly, outstanding, wonderful girl that i´ve ever meet" he says looking on me and puts his hadns on my cheeks. "You wanna be together with me?" he asks looking at me seriously yet softly. I blushes looking on him "I do" i smiles. He smiles and kisses me softly, his lips tastes so sweet and he pulls me into a gentle hug. 

So that was the last part of Wishing Star

Hope you all liked it!^^

//Sakura

Hello everyone!^^

Here comes part 6 from Wishing Star, i hope you will enjoy it^0^

Elly´s POV

I look on him as he sleeps on my bed, Yohio rests his head on the pillow as he is coverd in a soft pink blanket. It has gone some weeks since he came to my house. I cant let him go out, not yet. I sigh a bit and walks to him stroking his head, his hair is so soft. He lookes like a angel as he sleeps "How can someone treat this beautiful person like this?" i whispers to myself. I then take my wallet and walks to the door "Mom, im going to the store" i say before i walk outside. I listen to some music as i walk, the summer is finally here and it´s beautiful outside. I walk when i see some pictures on the trees. I walk to one and reads it, it´s a pic on Yohio and a number. "Please call if you have seen him" it says. I take it and sighs "Not if it´s his boyfriend" i mumble. I continue to walk when i bump into a man "Oh, im so sorry mrs. You okay?" a man say and helps me up. "It´s alright" i say and then see it´s Tommy. And he holds some paper "Oh, it´s you Tommy" i smile. He laughs a bit "It´s me" he says and i can see the tears in his eyes. "You okay?" i ask and he shakes his head. "No, i cant find my son" he says and sighs. He sits down on the beanch and sighs "I have been looking for him for days, but i cant find him" he says looking down. "His boyfriend said he woke up and he was gone, he is so worried" he then says. I look on him and bites my lower lip *Should i tell him?* i think. I then pats his shouder "uhm, Tommy....there is something you should know" i say and he lookes up on me and i start to explain everything.

Yohio´s POV

I wake up and lookes around "Elly?" i tiredly says but cant find her. I slowely gets up from the bed and lookes around *maybe she is shopping* i think and walks downstairs. Im about to walk to the kitchen when the door goes open and Eric runs in "Eric?" i say shocked and steps back. "Come here!" he madly says and drags me outside. "Let me go!" i shout and struggles. "Shut up!" he hisses and slaps my cheek hard. I whimper and holds my cheek "Stop it!" a voice then shouts. He turns around and there stands the police with Elly and dad. "Dad?" i say looking at him. "Eric, what are you doing to my son?" Tommy says in shock looking at Eric. Eric lookes at them "He needs to learna lesson" e says holding my arm tighter. "Let the boy go....now" the police says and walks to him. He glares at them before letting me go and they pins him to a wall. They then takes him to the policestation, dad smiles and runs to me and hugs me. "Why did you not tell me?" he says worried. "I...." i say and starts to cry. "I was to scared" i sobs as he holds me close and Elly sits beside me stroking my head.

So that was part 6

Hope you liked it^^

//Sakura

Konnichiwa!

Hello everyone, i was just wondering if i should add more to the fanfics? Like more people/bands than just Seremedy and Yohio?

Maybe Disreign, Babymetal, k-pop groups....etc. Do you guys also wanna read yaoi and yuri fanfics? If you dont know what this is i tell you^^ 

Yaoi is also called boyslove, which is a love story with two guys :) And Yuri is a love story with two girls^^

I have been thinking about making a story about Babymetal when i have finished the fanfic Wishing Star

but if you want more bands/artists, yaoi and yuri here on my blog please like this post and comment :) Or you can click on the question i will make on my blog^^

That´s all for now, see you in the next post^^

//Sakura

Konnichiwa!

Here comes chapter 5 of Wishing Star ^0^

Enjoy it!^^

Yohio´s Pov

2 weeks have pasted sense i talked to Elly, but i have been to scared to talk to anyone. I lay on the bed shaking with tears as Eric sleeps on the sofa. I have new wounds all over my body, he have started to get more controling but still caring. I get up and start packing my stuff, *I cant stay any longer* i think as i pack my stuff. I then quickly and quietly run out from my room and out from the apartment. I dont know where im running, but i cant stay there. 

Elly´s Pov

Im home alone and im watching some videos on Youtube, Yohio have not been talking with me for a while. I hope he is okay. It then knocks on the door "Who can it be?" i say as i get up. I walk to the door and opens it, i get shocked. Yohio stands there with tears "you alright?" I say as i help him inside. "He..." he says shaking. I take him to the sofa and puts him down softly. "Wait here" i say and runs to the bathroom. After a while i get back and starts cleaning his wounds, he whimpers as i clean them and i look on him worried. "Im sorry" i say a bit sad and cleans them. After i finish cleaning i make us some tea, i give him a cup and sits down beside him. "What happen?" i ask worried. He drinks some and then lookes on me "Eric, he is my boyfriend....or now my ex...i cant stay any longer" he says quitly. "He...he abuses me. He have controled my life sense we starting being a couple" he says and gets tears.I put the cup away and hugs him "Im so sorry" i say hugging me. He hugs back and cryes "Im scared.." he cryes quietly. "I will help.." i say stroking his back. 

That was chapter 5 of Wishing Star

 I hope you liked it ^-^

//Sakura

Konnichiwa! 

Here is chapter 4 of Wishing Star ^0^

Hope you enjoy it^^

Yohio´s Pov

Im sitting on the sofa waiting for Eric to come home, *Why is he doing to me if he loves me?* i think and sighs looking out of the window. I then drink some more of my tea while watching on the tv, i dont even know what im watching. Im so bored. I then remember i got Elly´s phone number. I pick up my phone and call her.

Elly´s Pov

Im laying on the bed doing some homework when my phone starts ringing, i pick it up and anwser "Hello?". "Hi, it´s Yohio" the voice says. "Oh, hi" i smiles and sits up. "What´s up?" i then smiles. He sighs "Not much, Eric left and locked the door to meet some friends" he says. "Without you?" i ask a bit confused. "Yeah, he is afraid i will cheat on him or leave him" he says. "Oh..." i say biting on my lower lip. "Yeah..." he says sighing. He does not sound happy, "Is there anything i can do?" i then asks. I really wanna help him, "I dont know, he locked the door, and i cant leave the house" he says sighing. I nodd "But talk to me, or wait....do you have skype?" i then says. "Yeah i do" he says. "Lets skype" i smiles. After a while of fixing we are sitting skyping with eachother. 

He is so cute, his blonde hair and brown eyes. "You are so cute, you know that?" i smile. He start to blush and lookes at me "Me? Cute? nah..." he says shyly. "Yes you are, and you sing great" i smiles. He smiles looking shyly down "Thanks" he shyly says and i giggles a bit. We talk for hours until i hear a door opens. "Im home!" a voice says and the person sounds drunk. "Who are you talking to?" he then says. Yohio lookes fast up "uhm, no one" he says and he lookes scared. "Who is it?" he says and i hear the person comming closer. "i have to go, bye" Yohio says looking at me before ending the videocall. HIs eyes looked so scared, what´s going on? I put the laptop away before laying down hugging my hello kitty plushie. "What´s going on? What is this man doing?" i say as i sighs. 

Yohio´s Pov

I end the videocall and look up at Eric "It was just a friend" i say looking at him. He lookes on me shaking his head as he holds a beer bottle in his left hand "I dont believe you.." he slurrs. I sigh and stands up walking to the kitchen to get something to drink. The time is 02:00 at night, i get some soda from the fridge and pours it into a glass. He follows "Dont go when i talk to you" he slurrs. I drink looking on him "It was just a friend, i swear" i say as i drink. "Really? Tell me!" he shouts throwing the bottle against the wall. "Stop it!" i say and steps aside. "The neighbours can hear" I say looking at him shaking. He pushes me against the wall "I dont care" he says kissing me. His breath smells like beer and i try to push him away, "Stop it" i say and he slapps me. I whimper holding my cheek looking at him, he takes my arm hard and pulls me to the bedroom. "Stop it Eric" i say shaking. He pushes me down on the bed as he takes off his clothes, "Stop it!" i say sitting up. He lays me down again and lays ontop of me. He kisses me then down my neck. "Please stop.." i whisper as a tear falls down my cheek.

This was part 4 of Wishing Star 

Hope you enjoyed it! ^-^

//Sakura

Konnichiwa!

Here is part 3 of Wishing Star

Enjoy it^0^

Yohio´s Pov

I look on my note as im walking home, *she is so kind* i think as i look on the note. I fast put her number into my phone before i throw the note away. i dont want Eric to find out or he will get mad, he never lets me have any friends. I get home and walk inside "Im home" i say as i close the door. Eric walks to me "How was it?" he asks taking the bag. "Okay" i shrug as i take my shoes and jacket off. I then get up and walks to the kitchen to make some dinner, as i make some dinner he hugs me from behind kissing my cheek. I smile looking at him "What you doing now?" i smiles. "Kissing my boyfriend" he smiles hugging me from behind. I smile and giggles a bit "You disturb me" i giggle as i make the food. He smiles kissing my cheek and sits down on the table, i smile looking at him. I then finish making the food after a while and serves the food. I sit down eating looking on him "You meet any friends?" he asks. I shake my head "Only this girl from the consert" i say eating. "But we only talked" i then add looking on him. He lookes on me but slowely nodds "I hope so" he says. "It´s true, i would never lie" i say. He nodds eating, after the dinner i take the dishes while Eric sits on the sofa talking with some friends on the phone while he watches tv. I finish taking the dishes and takes my pink tea cup and walks to the living room and sits down on the sofa drinking. "Yes, that will be fun. Im comming now, see ya!" he says ending the call and lookes on me. "Who was it?" i asks curiously looking at him. "It was Danny, he and our friends are going out and im comming" he says. I nodd drinking, i have meet those guys sometimes. They are his friends and are nice, but party alot and are outside driving at night. "Im just gonna drink my tea up then im ready" i say drinking. He shakes his head standing up and walks to the bedroom fixing himself and puts on a shirt and other jeans. He then takes his jacket and keys walking to the door, i drink up my tea walking to him "Wait for me" i say and he shakes his head. "No no no, you are staying here" he says. "What? Why?" i say. "So you wont meet that girl, or others will take you" he says. "But im with you" i say. "I wont take any risks" he says. "But you cant just leave me here" I say. "Yes i can and i will" he says and takes my keys too. "Here, i bought this" he says throwing me a bag. I take it and lookes inside and see some chips bags and some candy. "I will come home late tonight, and dont think about leaving the house" he says kissing my head and walks outside locking the door. "Wait Eric, please" i say trying to open the door but its locked. "You cant just leave me here!" i say knocking on the door. I hear his footsteps dissapear away down the stairs in the apartment and i sighs. I take some soda and sits down on the sofa watching tv "Why does he always do this to me? He does not own me" i sighs. 

Sorry for a short chapter but i dont know what to write XD

//Sakura